This was one of the scariest things that I had ever done in my life.I was giving up my lover, my “family” and all of my friends… Tears streaming down both of our faces, I could not believe, at that moment, what I was hearing.
I left school after 1 1/2 years due to major depression.And, I sat down with her in a small booth in the back of the restaurant.There, I told her that I could not see her anymore, and that I needed time to think.I truly believe that it was I choice I MADE to bring this sin into my life, and now I am paying the consequences for lost and loved friends, a woman who I hurt very badly due to my selfishness, and lust. Trust in the Lord, and he will deliver you, like he delivered me. It's nice to hear nothing but your lover's breath against the backdrop of the evening or early morning.Let the other person learn about you while you're sober, before you get wasted with them. I've always been the type of guy who appreciates a natural look as it is, and when a girl does her makeup well, the results can be magical.